i can’t believe that at twenty-four, i’ve developed a quick high school crush for someone i barely know.

the last time i felt this way was probably five years ago, in my first year of university. as unbelievable as it sounds, i’ve realised that when it comes to men i really like, i don’t have the guts to talk to them. i find myself getting tongue tied, worrying about what impression i might be giving them, and so i never end up being with these crushes of mine.

well, this time, it’s even more silly, because this person i have a crush on is already taken. one of my friends mentioned putting up a fight and all, but if i want a long lasting relationship, then this timing is probably the worst it can ever be. but i suppose, as she did point out correctly, at least this tells me that all is not frozen in me :)

oh well, i go on living my own little life, indulging in my little dreams in my little office.